Lily Allen says she had kids for 'all the wrong reasons'

Lily Allen says she had her children "for all the wrong reasons," at a "high pressure" point in her career when she felt "overwhelmed".

The singer and actress had her two daughters, Marnie, 12 and Ethel, 11, with her ex-husband Sam Cooper when she was in her mid-20s.

By the time she became a mum, she'd already had hit singles including Smile and The Fear, released two studio albums and received a Brit Award for best British female solo artist.

Speaking about motherhood on the BBC podcast Miss Me?, which Allen hosts with her long-time friend Miquita Oliver, she said: "I think I had children for all the wrong reasons, really.

"Because I was yearning for unconditional love, which I haven't felt in my life since I was a child."

The now 39-year-old star added: "And also, my career was at such high speed, high pressure, and I felt like very overwhelmed by what was happening. I just didn't get much respite you know?

"And I felt like the only way to stop people hassling me was to say, 'It's not about me, actually this is about this other person that's inside me'.

When asked by Oliver if it worked, Allen says: "Yeah, they did leave me alone. I don't think I really understood what was happening, what I got myself into."

The daughter of actor Keith Allen and film producer Alison Owen, she went on to discuss her own childhood.

"My mum, bless her, had children really early as well, and she really struggled. But she doesn't really talk about the struggle. And so… She inadvertently gaslit me into thinking it was, you know, easy.

"You just sort of throw the kid over your shoulder and you get on with it.

"Her job was very static, and in one place and went to an office and mine wasn't like that at all. It wasn't easy. It just wasn't easy."

The 'nasty scars' caused by absent parents

Allen previously told the Radio Times podcast that while she loves her children, having them "ruined her career".

She said her decision to prioritise them over her pop career was a decision she made so as not to inflict the "nasty scars" of being an "absent" parent onto them.

She also said the myth of having it all "really annoyed" as it simply was not true.

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Allen, whose younger brother is Game Of Thrones actor Alfie Allen, married Stranger Things star David Harbour in 2020.

Away from her music career, Allen has branched out into acting over the last few years, starring in two plays in London's West End, and winning a role in Sky drama Dreamland last year.